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engracia
Shizumori Rin 静森・琳
an expert otaku
procrastinates on an hourly basis.
extremely boring and moody.
has dark and angsty thoughts about murdering the world.
lives, breathes, eats anything related to fashion.
music anchors her to sanity.

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    Tuesday, August 4, 2009, 12:48 AM

    Hurts so much.
    It hurts to find out what you don't want to know.
    It hurts to find out that your classmates are only tolerating you.
    It hurts to realise that you are a bad influence on your classmates.
    I feel so... betrayed.
    Perhaps that isn't the best word to describe what I feel but it suffices.
    I'd rather they tell me to shut the fuck up and stop disrupting them, instead of having to find out from a teacher.
    It hurts so much; I really liked them. And started to trust them.
    Perhaps I should return to my so-called shell.
    I wouldn't have to keep up appearances then. Free to 'emo', so they say. Who gives a flying fuck anyway.
    I know they don't.