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Shizumori Rin 静森・琳
an expert otaku
procrastinates on an hourly basis.
extremely boring and moody.
has dark and angsty thoughts about murdering the world.
lives, breathes, eats anything related to fashion.
music anchors her to sanity.
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009, 1:59 AM
mirror, mirror, on the wall.
huh.I'm still hung up over that incident.
To me, it's not so much a matter of dishonesty as hypocrisy.
I mind being lied to. Who doesn't? But sometimes, it's done with our welfare in mind.
That, we have no choice but to learn to accept it.
And quietly give thanks to the person who is trying to help you.
Hypocrisy, on the other hand, is something I absolutely cannot tolerate.
She obviously prides herself as being someone reliable, someone to be trusted, someone courageous.
To see that person fall from grace in my eyes, just because of cowardice, disgusts me more than anything.
Those were the reasons why I shed those tears.
Outrage, anger.
Because I simply cannot believe that someone so nice in my eyes, someone I trusted so much as a superior, someone I looked up to, could actually do this.
I used to respect her so much.
Guess that explains my irrational reaction.
Damn.
I really need to control myself.
Stop getting hurt.
And stop hurting people unintentionally.
I need to stop being a kid. Stop being so naive, so idealistic. So vulnerable, so raw, so open.
Most of all, I need to stop being rash.
OHAY KAEN IM REFLECTING TOO HAHAHAH. *brings out wall-sized mirror*
TADA~